Saturday, October 31, 2009

67 days of gratitude on the wall....

i'll be honest

part
of me
wants to
retaliate with
a string of
machine gun fired
accusations

assumptions
blind
deaf
opinionated
opinions

to tell folks
exactly
what i think
about their

musings
thoughts
blathering

about their
rants

the other
part of me
understands
we are all
frustrated

although it
is not easy
to hold my tongue
i will
because

i don't know you

but it's clear
that you
misunderstood

please
hear me speak to
addiction
compassion

hear me use phrases
like
my guess i imagine i would think

please
think
before you tell me
what i cannot
or
should not
assume

and then
assume
to know about
my
dance with
addiction
parenthood
or
someone else's
education
resources
demise

please think
before you curse
as you speak
at me
with profound
condescension

perhaps
i am not
the one
who didn't
stop to think?

egos
blown out of
all reasonable
proportion

we
want
to be heard

we
need
to be
respected

the
human family
wouldn't be
the same without
you or me

this
i will
remember

4 comments:

  1. you know, i was going to comment over there, but i prefer to comment over here.

    i think you were thoroughly misunderstood. that's all i have. i appreciated your comment - thoughtful and compassionate. i guess we never really know what another brings to the table.

    perhaps i will comment over there...

    love.

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  2. As if any of us had ever acted without thinking.
    I love you, Adrienne. I do.

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  3. thanks.

    i feel a bit silly for even addressing it, but i have walked with a raw spot in the shape of complete misunderstanding and slander for too long.

    i am tired of it and about an inch away from composting this sort of blogging...

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  4. Hey, I totally agree with you and recognized your "I guess" etc. for what it was and I know how it feels to be misunderstood and didn't think saying anything would help but now I doubt that.

    Other people's anger and transference, I'm trying to learn to not engage it. But I'm sorry it made you feel icky.

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